Wednesday, April 23, 2008

ABOUT ALING URING AND "R"

According to my psyche friend, there are two main reasons why most of adult gay Pinoys are “denial queens” about “Aling Uring”:

1. Pinoys are basically shy people
2. The Christian upbringing

Shy, sya’y nahihiyang aminin. Christianity, hindi na nga tanggap ang homosexuality sa simbahan si Aling Uring pa. Need I say more?

I still want reactions, so please please please, let me hear from you. Because it’s not a big deal to me, I mean I lost my virginity at 13, not to R, but to an older guy. It was not forced; I didn’t enjoy it I think, nothing significant.

I asked my friend’s gay Uncle who’s the first guy who did it to him and he was like, “hoy, malandi kang bata ka, I don’t do that? Me: Never? “Never”! Without batting an eyelash, and he’s 49! Fucking virgin at 49! LOL

Well, kanya-kanya lang yan. I respect those who want to not discuss it and those who want the world to know, like me. But I’m not a bottom. I’m a power top. But I’m very talented, you know what I mean, lol!

So, let me tell you about R. We’ve know each other since our sophomore year. We became close because we j.o. together during our school leadership training in Baguio. It just happened, we j.o. in the bathroom. His back at the bathroom door and I’m standing in front of him, it was fast. His dick is really fat. He knows I’m gay of course, but maybe he liked the idea that I didn’t’ touch him…that time, lol.

Then it happened again in his house in Cavite where I stayed for a weekend during our junior year. The first night was just plain j.o. But the next night, I did everything I’ve been fantasizing, we were both drunk, we kissed and everything. The next day, as if nothing happened.

During our senior year, we were both Student Leaders. We had an overnight officer’s training, we did it again in our tent, we just j.o., mahirap nang mahuli. We would never talk about it, casual lang. He’s straight, I know. He’s married with a kid; he’s here in the bay area. I talked to him twice but hanggang ganun na lang, I mean, we’re friends, LOL

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